I feel like I'm living two different personalities. I am more social when I'm in England and I tend to clam up whilst back in my home country. I find more interesting things to do in the UK. I go out, I go clubbing, I travel. My life in the Philippines is very much the same each day. I wake up, watch the telly, read a book and sleep. Unemployment sucks and my e-bay luck has ran out. :(
I am a very difficult person to deal with. I don't have much friends. I tend to carefully choose my friends. I have 5 friends that I kept from elementary school, 2 from high school and maybe 3 from college. I don't see them on a regular basis. They know me inside and out, I don't have to pretend. Come to think of it, I never pretend. I have no filter system.
Have you ever felt that you've wasted your time? I do. All the time. I have too many things I want to do but I'm too dependent on people to do it. I like to travel but travelling is so expensive and best shared with people. I am 26 with no proper career. I wanted to be a travel writer and fashion merchandiser for European company. I don't have the right credentials. I am lost. I don't know where my life is heading now. HELP!
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3 comments:
Aw,pareho tayo. Mas nagustuhan ko pa yung lifestyle ko sa Qatar na work at bahay tapos labas every now and then. Dito sa Pinas feeling ko kinakain na'ko ng boredom. :(
Kainis talaga. I'm pretty sure that I need to do something to make me busy. I still have 4 months til I get better. So 4 months of unemployment yun. :( How's Qatar? Uwi kayo for Pasko?
Isipin mo nalang na long vacation yung 4 months. Para very ready for work ka na.. Dito na ulit kami ng baby ko sa Manila. Nagkaron kasi ng problem sa visa ni baby kaya sumama nalang ako umuwi, di rin naman ako masaya sa work kaya ok lang din. Nanghinayang lang ako kasi mas masaya ako sa mga kasama ko sa Qatar and natutuwa ako sa happenings dun (for Pinoys). So after 4 months pwede ka na mag-ayos ng visa mo for UK?
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