Monday 19 December 2011

family bonding

JR, Karen and I ended up on an overnight trip to Marinduque.  Mum was supposed to come with us but dad requested for her to stay with him.  My dad's condition have worsen dramatically since last week.  I asked mum if we too should stay behind but she told us to go.  It was after all, my grandma's 89th birthday.

It's almost Christmas and was happy to see my mum's side of the family.  It was also my first time to meet my niece, Lizzie and my cousin Eric's girlfriend.  There is an upcoming Christmas Party too but we decided not to join.  This is definitely dad's last year and we wanted to be together for our last family photo.  




Realisations from this trip:


1.  Make the most out of the short trip to bond with family members.
2.  Buy a new bikini cause the old one doesn't suit me.  Hahahaha!


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Thursday 15 December 2011

Too Random

I feel like I'm living two different personalities.  I am more social when I'm in England and I tend to clam up whilst back in my home country.  I find more interesting things to do in the UK.  I go out, I go clubbing, I travel.  My life in the Philippines is very much the same each day.  I wake up, watch the telly, read a book and sleep.  Unemployment sucks and my e-bay luck has ran out.  :(

I am a very difficult person to deal with.  I don't have much friends.  I tend to carefully choose my friends.  I have 5 friends that I kept from elementary school, 2 from high school and maybe 3 from college.  I don't see them on a regular basis.  They know me inside and out, I don't have to pretend.  Come to think of it, I never pretend.  I have no filter system.  

Have you ever felt that you've wasted your time?  I do.  All the time.  I have too many things I want to do but I'm too dependent on people to do it.  I like to travel but travelling is so expensive and best shared with people.  I am 26 with no proper career.  I wanted to be a travel writer and fashion merchandiser for European company.  I don't have the right credentials.  I am lost.  I don't know where my life is heading now. HELP!

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