I feel like I'm living two different personalities. I am more social when I'm in England and I tend to clam up whilst back in my home country. I find more interesting things to do in the UK. I go out, I go clubbing, I travel. My life in the Philippines is very much the same each day. I wake up, watch the telly, read a book and sleep. Unemployment sucks and my e-bay luck has ran out. :(
I am a very difficult person to deal with. I don't have much friends. I tend to carefully choose my friends. I have 5 friends that I kept from elementary school, 2 from high school and maybe 3 from college. I don't see them on a regular basis. They know me inside and out, I don't have to pretend. Come to think of it, I never pretend. I have no filter system.
Have you ever felt that you've wasted your time? I do. All the time. I have too many things I want to do but I'm too dependent on people to do it. I like to travel but travelling is so expensive and best shared with people. I am 26 with no proper career. I wanted to be a travel writer and fashion merchandiser for European company. I don't have the right credentials. I am lost. I don't know where my life is heading now. HELP!
I'm not dead. I blame my absence to lack of material. Since I left work, I've been alternating between hospital, house work and recently, holiday. My dad was diagnosed with stage 4 Adenocarcinoma about a month ago. He was hospitalised since 27th of October and hasn't left the hospital since. He had one operation but it didn't change his condition. The cancer is so advanced that it spread on his whole stomach, esophagus, large intestine and small intestine. Basically his whole digestive system. He doesn't know about his condition, he opted not to.
Having a family member with cancer is so draining especially for me and my brother. My dad is confined in Sta. Mesa, we live in Novaliches and my brother works in Pasong Tamo. He works on weekdays and looks after dad on weekends. I went to visit him whenever I can. I have tuberculosis and avoid contact with him. I get tired easily too. Dad is so lucky he got his siblings, nieces and nephews to take care of him. Auntie Susie in particular rarely miss a visit day.
I was contemplating on going to Boracay for 6 days as dad was in critical condition prior to this trip. He almost died and we all said our goodbyes. We also went to the extreme of buying his burial clothes just to be ready but he was able to cheat death and beat his Pneumonia.
With confused mind, I went ahead and go to Boracay with Luke. It was my much needed break. I took the risk being ostrecised for my sanity. We went to White Beach, Puka Beach and Ariel's Point this time. We also dropped by Club Balai Isabel for 2 days. Luke learnt how to say malamig na tubig, chicharon, balot like a vendor. It's very obvious that we've been commuting a lot. :P I thought him to say bayad and bayag. I kept on saying aray too which pissed Luke off. He learnt so much tagalog on this trip, I'm so proud of him! I wish he can fluently speak learn tagalog so I don't have to speak English forever 24/7. :P
Going back from Boracay is a challenge. Cebu Pacific cancelled our flight and gave us the 17th of Nov option, we were supposed to leave on the 15th, Roxas the next day or chance passenger on the same day. We choose Roxas and chance passenger. Luckily, despite the drama, we arrived at 9PM the 15th. :) A funny thing happened before we boarded the flight, Luke was weight and an error message appeared. Now I know that the scales limit is 100kgs. I love you babe! xxx Puka Beach
White Beach
Ariel's Point
Video of Vendor Luke at Club Balai Isabel. :)
Salamat for the Holiday Lovie Dove. XXX
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Photo: The Spa Facebook Page
Despite Luke's protest, I went to The Spa. I won't go into details but he has a very good reason. I usually go for the cheapo 350PHP an hour massage but deal grocer offered an hour massage and a Pevonia Botanica Facial for 1250PHP. Not knowing what Pevonia was, I went ahead and made the purchase. It was one of my best financial decisions so far. Yes, I am exaggerating. :P
My massage was average but I can tell that the masseuse is highly trained. She knows what muscle to pull and was gentle too. The problem is, I don't really do gentle. Hehe. The Pevonia Botanica Facial was to die for. My aesthetician,Naiza, was very gentle on my face and I was thoroughly relaxed through out the whole process. It left my skin soft. I don't know why I don't get facial often. This was my second time. My cherry was popped last week at aescultura but that's another blog entry. If I have money to spare, I would definitely go back. I love my pampering experience.
I was The Spa virgin and if you are too, here's what to expect:
1. The males and females room are separated.
2. Sauna, shower, toilet, bathrobe, towel and rubber slippers are provided. Using the sauna and shower is optional. I didn't use the sauna as I was wearing my contact lens.
3. Lockers are provided.
4. The therapists wear masks. Don't worry about cross contamination. You will be asked to sign a good health wager too.
You will be directed along the way so don't worry about anything. :)
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Mum, My Sister, Robert Downey Jr and Tita Elvie
I prefer rough guys and messy looking guys and I had the biggest crush on Robert Downey Jr growing up. Sucks I am halfway around the world or I will have the chance to see and have my photo taken with him. Sobrang showbiz ko naman. According to my sister's fb page, they saw him whilst shopping at crocs. Lesson Learnt: It pays to visit crocs.
I'm so inggit at the moment. Bonggels ka double embrace!!!
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